Overstressed!

Recent weeks has been very stressful for me during work… The amount of things to do just keeps on piling up & the tremendous pressure keeps on increasing and increasing. Have been trying my best to finish every tasks well, when the rest are resting, I’m working, when the rest are having lunch, I’m working, when the rest have knocked off, I’m still working…

Things will have gone well if not for the comments of one of my staffs who backstabbed me when I’m not around. He was saying that I’m always so FREE, every time sitting at my desk doing nothing? Hello? Is he blind? Has he not eyes to see, not ears to hear? In the same day, another staff of mine who was recommended by the MD showed attitude and disrespect to me which pissed me real bad. Are the things I do not appreciated? Are the efforts I made not enough? Everyone’s been stressing me, my boss, clients, and now even my own staffs… My morale was really down and I hide in the store to pray and cry, yes, I do shed tears… I don’t really feel like going back to work anymore.

Thus come Sat where I bring a heavy heart to Cell & service… Had quite a relieve of the burden during cell, thanks to my wonderful members & leader & also the presence of God. Service was the breakthrough for me, Pastor Kong actually preach about Job, where he suffered tremendously and still praise and give thanks to God. In the midst of it, he gained the capacity to endure for the greater goods of God’s plans… It was like WOW! God is trying to tell me something which I neglected even thought I have heard it many times before… Praise God! I went down for the altar call and there, my heart was broken & refill with God’s holy presence, strength and comfort…

Job 23:10 – “But He knows the way that I take: When He has tested me, I shall come forth as gold.”